First Day of Lectures

First day of lectures and....

i missed my first class :D

i admit i overslept. Nono.. not on purpose. but the alarm i set doesnt make any noise at all!! it's the alarm fault!!
bad beginning of uni life, year2 semester 2.
but i enjoy the sun light today. malaysia is so hot. haha

Bad Start

it was a hardtime for everyone. include me. what i did will still remind me of my waipo.
still a very bad beginning of year Ox.

how bad? u will never able to imagine that. i know i'm not in the worst situation but hey sorry everyone is different ok. never put others in your own shoes. PUT it inside their shoes because that was how they felt and not how you think of that. u will never able to control someone's emotion.
p/s: the above mentioned is surely complaining someone =)

today, 03/01/09 is SiewLi's historic day because that was the first time she's receiving warning letter. the reason is so so so funny.
that wasnt the worst thing happen to me. the next happening is that my agent says : " D***** said tomorrow you no need come work"
surely i was shock because i just receive my letter. thank god it's not but that was another thing happen. i was told not to go work because of the shop downstairs under renovation and the promoter there have no place to work. he forgone me for a new young with lesser experience promoter! and everyone knew J****** was the place i will always being placed to but he plan to replace me due to the leave i taken on friday. they said i wasnt responsible on my job. wth. i was on fire. it was so ridiculous for me to accept this. too long. i really dont know how to describe my feeling as no one understand. hating everyone

wasnt in a good mood. *praying*

She's Sick

back after some time.
bz bz bz bz life!

01/01/09
first day of the year, i think mostly everyone will be celebrating and hoping for a new start.
i'm busy enjoying myself at my friend's new year eve party, which i think i've done something wrong. i should be spending more time with my family.
well. i reli hope to if one day is equals to 36hours because 24hours is slightly too short for me. hehe

i slept 5.30am and woke up around 9am today which it is so not me. my mum wake me up early in the morning telling me to get ready because my aunty is coming to fetch us to the hospital. my waipo is seriously sick. :(
who will expect to spend their new year at the hospital ? no one. not even her, my waipo.
dont know how to describe her situation. it's kind of critical. i know she will left any moment from now, just depending on herself. either to hold on or leave peacefully.
but guess she will be holding on as she hoping so much to celebrate CNY with us. i'm on her side. my aunties almost gave up. they dont wish to see her suffer so they hope my waipo will let go and leave peacefully. for sure it will be a very sad thing.

i felt the pain when i saw her. it was so big different from the last time i saw her. few weeks ago she can still laugh, talk and walk. now she cant do all of that. she even have to depend on the oxigen support to breath. her liver swollen and affected the lung. that's why she's having a bloating stomach now and breathing difficulties. i'm worry to see her situation. worry sick.
cant imagine how my mum and other aunties felt, watching their own mother screaming and complaining how suffer she is. even i cried when i saw her crying telling my dad she's in great pain and very suffering now. i wish she can share her pain with me so she will felt better. old ppl cant bear such a pain. cant continue more. i'm too emotional.

jz hoping it will be better for her. i know it will be hard for her to cure, but at least i hope she can able to celebrate CNY together with us. hoping so much that the God can hear her voice, spare her at least 3weeks more. i really wish to have one last happy moment with her.

i have no chance to say i love her.

外婆，我爱你

i'm helplessly useless.

Helplessly

Helplessly useless =(

other than listen, what else can be done?
i rather live in denial, in a world without any worries.

i learn to be grateful, i appreciate everything but i still cant find a way to show it to them which i wish i could.

-- littlepinkie --

BUSY + BUSY = VERY BUSY!

sound funny but seriously, i'm busy. not only busy for my studies, also for work. *sigh*
i don't understand why until now the college didnt find any job for me for my coming internship at Nov. sien. a coll without any efficiency & effectiveness. ahahaha. lot things to share, just that no time =(

I HATE TIKUS

to all tikus tikus sekalian...
i'll make sure you'll become the dinner of the kucing kucing sekalian =)

--littlepinkie--

Belated Celebration

yet, so meaningful. i'm glad that every year my best friends will remember to throw me a celebration. although simple, but it meant alot to me =)

simple celebration at Oldtown, Sg Chua

& &

Leng, Mone and SiewLee =)

Group Photo =)

yessh!!! make wish~~ but this time they forgot to capture my blow-candle-session so i have to fake it =="

my SriPetaling pasar malam cake. just kidding, bought from SriPetaling Berry's Bakery

coming up is my present of the day =)

&

My Convent Friends gave me this : a lovely Crystal pendant and........ the mini white box is,from COACH!.

i did not lie, seeeeeee!! from COACH *evil laugh*

okla, actually inside is a KeyChain, but reli from COACH.

haha.... thx Nenek Hoo for this reli like it anyway. my 1st COACH is from you =D thx also for the Statue of Liberty

again, thx to Leng, Mone and SiewLee for spending a little time with me although everyone was superly busy

--littlepinkie--